I don't know what to do. It's my day off and I have too much I want to do and not enough energy to do any of it. My options include:
1. I was going to make pizza from scratch. Instead of regular pizza though, I was going to make my own recipe which also included a pie crust instead of a pizza crust. I've had pizza like that before and it was great. My hope was that my recipe would be a success and then I would get into the pizza business, creating a fabulous moderately-priced restaurant lacking in the Las Vegas area. The reality is that I'm a horrible cook and it would undoubtedly be a disaster.
2. Look for work. There are no good jobs that I can find. The only good jobs I do find, don't ever respond.
3. Write to RadioShack. The District Manager was suppose to call me today for an interview. The circumstances behind this are confusing. Perhaps, they've decided not to pursue me any further. Oh my god, I've been rejected by RadioShack. There is no hope for me. I was going to actively pursue this job by sending a "Thank You" e-mail with underlying excitement about a possible career with RadioShack. Who am I kidding? I should be thankful that they are dropping me. Alas, I hate rejection.
4. Housework....it's never ending.
5. Apply for a job at the Golden Nugget. Wait, I work there. I mean a transfer. My grief is with my current position, therefore I could apply for another position that is open like "Special Events Manager" or "Special Events Coordinator". I'm pretty applied out though.
When I have so many things overwhelming me, I tend to get paralyzed and do nothing. I'm just sad that my days off have gone by and I have nothing to show for it. I didn't even really relax. I'm a fool.
